Trowa Barton (trowa_barton) wrote,
Trowa Barton

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While listening to JMS's commentary on "Signs and Portents", I was introduced to a technique in soul-searching and truth-finding, in which someone asks you a question repeatedly, but you have to answer differently...leading to the truth. Being JMS, of course he uses the questions "Who are you?" and "What do you want?" I've been asking that to myself a lot, especially while dealing with three campaigns, a job hunt, and Intercon C. Answering "Who are you?" has become difficult these days. After several tries, I was able to find the truth about myself by answering "What do you want?"

What do I want? *pause* I want to live with the ability to know anything, grow, obtain information. I want to not be denied anything simply because I either don't have the knowledge or don't have the money. I want to never live in poverty the way my parents did when I grew up. I want to fully explore polyamory while knowing that there is a certain someone who knows my soul and mind to truly understand me. I want to see the world which exists outside of the East Coast. I want to not be afraid to love, to fail, to feel. I want to know about the universe and avoid ignorance. I want to feel like I made a difference in someone's life. I want to find peace and happiness in my life. I want to stop feeling burned. I want to stop going through the motions. I want to life, preferably for the next 50 years. I want to know that I'm not alone in life
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